Now I feel awful each time I reject my dad when he asks me something. Like just now when he asked me if I wanted to go out and eat breakfast and I told him no cos I needed to study so he went by himself. )’:
Today I dreamt that I saw my Secondary school crush and I purposely walked past while ignoring him, showing him how beautiful I had become. Later he tried making fun of me when we somehow took the same bus but I managed to shoot him down to his humiliation. It has to be because I was checking out his fb account yesterday. I don’t even know why I ever fell for him considering that I now find him so ugly.
Waiting for my one and only exam to finish on 11 Dec is driving me crazy and killing me! I want to do SO many things: 1. Go to Kinokuniya and Times to buy books and browse them cos being in a large bookshop is always heavenly 2. I want to watch Empress Ki and other dramas in peace 3. I want to hang out with friends 4. I want to watch movies and 5. I want to read as many books as possible from my personal library without any burdens! Well, besides my infection which I really really hope will disappear by the time I finish my second course of antibiotics (which is four more days). The doctor said that the infection lasting for more than five days is abnormal >.< :/ so she sent it for a lab test. I hope it’s nothing serious, and like I said, it’ll go away fast. >.< I’m going to apologise to the nurses and doctor for what happened yesterday. I also miss going to Parkway Parade but there’s no incentive to go back there since Borders closed down. Should I just go and browse around? It’ll be wasting time though if I end up not doing anything there.
Now I’ve to go back to studying. In six more days, I’ll be able to stop repeating this mantra. Six more days is so long and yet not very long though. ):